Written on 1:16 PM by Simply.Me

24 march.After lunch.

Blur mode.Forget ask for chili. Tasteless Food. Walk in the Rain. My brain seem like not mine. My soul travel somewhere else. How am i going to meeting later. Surely falling asleep there.

Drinking ribena.Chating thru Web Msn.Blogging at the same time. Not too bad though. I suppose it can be more perfect for this afternoon.

Lost somewhere....searching the right path ..... ^@^

我也不想这样 [ 怎么办.....哭又不是....笑又不是....撞墙算了....]

Written on 10:53 AM by Simply.Me

我也不想这样 [ 怎么办.....哭又不是....笑又不是....撞墙算了....]

Sometime i really wonder, wonder for my life…wonder for my work….everything around me seems to be so strange to me now. I cant figure out what I suppose to do first or what I should priorities for life. Meet with everyone nowadays they will just keep nagging me for the same thing – get a bf!! - =_+’’ Should I priorities that first? But what I think is all by FATE. Nothing to be please when it is not belongs to you.

Everyone keep tells me not to play so much. Am I really that playful? Haihhh…beside being playful I really don’t know how should I present myself to others. Life goes on…..what to do……….

Wondering in A Pool of Doubt

Written on 1:12 PM by Simply.Me

Wednesday.18 of March.

Wednesday morning. A tired day. Why ? this is due to yesterday chat too long with buddy and end up back home late. A sleepless night. Yawning :S Work load more and more, but don’t know which to start first better. Hundred of test cases ? or the Strategy plan ? Headache I suppose, but better then nothing much n surfing whole day for nothing. But no one will ever believe I’m busy.haha. Anyway, believe or not already not important as in the word of “be-lie-ve” it hiding a “lie” in between as well.

I’m getting frustrated and annoying fast these days, even have a blank mind and stunt there for nothing.

In the Mist of Confusion. When illusion is faded away, it will be just like Rainbow after the Rain. I believe I’m heading towards Rainbow now.

Think for a thousand times. Imagine for a million times. But it will never be True for once.
Imploring in Dream. Adjuring in Fantasy. It only cause the Aching Heart in Real.
A guessing still or just pretending from the truth ? I’m tired to keep wondering in a pool of doubt........

12 of March. Morning.Thursday Morning.

Written on 8:26 AM by Simply.Me

12 of March. Morning.

This few weekends really dramatic enough for me. Last 2 weekends saw an accident, the motorcycle and the motorcyclist fly to 2 direction after knock by a car. But luckily the car just break in time and the person jump up fast n run to the side of the road. What a shock scene!

While last weekend, just thinking to have a coffee with friends at vivo toast box. But end up saw a fighting scene. 10-15 of youngster age between 13-15 fighting there. My goodness, one of them even get the heavy wooden chair from the toast box and just slam to the other one. Gosh, bleeding immediately, but the teenage still can stand aside and continue for the fighting show. He already feeling numb I suppose. Huh. Last 2 days, my hair just get dirty cause of the soil from the tree when lunch time. I have to rush back home to take a bath and run back to the office again later. Duh. What a dramatic days for me this few weeks.

Anyway, all those incidents become my story to crap around with friends. Haha.

Yesterday got a chance to catch up with my Australia best buddy. Conversation involve just cause me drown in memories. Or may be should say drown in a pool of doubt again. But again I know, no matter is memory or doubt, it will be just like that….

Suddenly this song pops up in my mind….haha….why this song? cause yesterday when i was going to buy something, the uncle beside me sang this song....and he was carrying his son.haha.so cute sing this song to his baby boy. ^&^. Life always just like tht.....enjoy it!!

一天一点爱恋 -梁朝伟

如果有一天 世界已改变当沧海都已成桑田
你还会不会在我的身边 陪着我渡过长夜
如果有一天 时光都走远岁月改变青春的脸
你还会不会在我的身边 细数昨日的缠绵
一天一点爱恋 一夜一点思念
我们不再相信谎言
不再需要蜜语甜言
一天一点爱恋 一夜一点思念
给我一句真的誓言 让我可以期待永远