我常去的咖啡厅不再营业了，习惯性的不管心情好与坏都爱往哪里发呆，
习惯的。。总觉得那里的Latte 特别好喝，真的舍不得，感觉若有所失。。。开心和难过的时候。。。我还可以去哪里呢。。。
人常常因为习惯而把它看成理所当然，当习惯离开了，不再理所当然，你是否觉得若有所失。。。
当你感觉若有所失的当时。。。是否觉得你错过了一些你觉得该珍惜的人或事呢?
人总是粗心大意的忽略了身边该珍惜的人或事。。。失去了以后才恍然大悟。。。也许所谓的-失去了才懂得珍惜-是这么来的吧。。。。
幸福不是必然的。。。幸福会在不远的前方等着懂得珍惜的人。。。。
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Day Three Biz-trip at Philippine 26/06/09:
Friday, already 3 days here in philippine but still feel hope that the time can pass faster each day. So that I can back again to Singapore. This is the last day for another 3 colleagues here. Next week will left 3 of us here struggle ourself. All senior not around n left us here. haha. Good or bad ? more exposure surely and can independently to handle for work.
What we have for our lunch time ? is ‘Chow Kitchen’, Chinese cuisine that all food there are nice. While dinner we are having italianise. Nice Italian food, and again…everyone is just so FULL after the dinner! ^@^
Day Four Biz-trip at Philippine 27/06/09:
Wow, this Saturday no need back to the office as they don’t have any UAT activities. But what to do for the long long day?
We all having breakfast at coffee bean and just feel so full till not don’t want to have our lunch already. So I drop some words here and of course my own picture session. Hihi. Just buy some dry mango and nuts. Emm…thinking to buy more again tomorrow….hihi.
Dinner time we decided to go to the Dusit Thani hotel for the Thai food.wow all the food are amazing and impressive enough to attract me to go again. SUPERB!! Wow, what a super delicious yummy one .haha. Service is perfect as well. All the waiter and waitress are so considerate and well serve for food and also their services! I want to come back again next week before my trip end ! =)
Day Five Biz-Trip at Philippine 28/06/09
This Sunday, still at Philippine. What else more to do for another free day to go. Yea, we decided visit the ‘Mall of Asia’ here. This mall is big enough for us to spend an afternoon there. We get a public cab and start our journey. Shopping shopping shopping……START!
Things start to goes wrong :
After few hours shopping here n there, is time back to the hotel. Get a cab, we tell him that we want to back to the Intercon hotel. He Seems like he knows ( But actually he don’t !!) huhu. After, a few turning here and there, me and another colleague found that he goes the wrong way, cause the way he use is Strange to Us ! so I ask him again and tell him the famous shopping mall that near to our hotel, then only he manage to get the way there. My goodness, this is the problem travel to the country that those local that hardly understand English. What a miscommunication!
After having our dinner, step into my room, thinking of preparing my working shirt and shoe for Monday, But what...I CANT FIND MY HEELS! :’( Duh………what a pity one….i lost my heels! First thing come to my mind is, I was thought I misplaced it, even my colleague come to my room and help me search high and low for it. But proven that ‘IT IS LOST!” =_+’’ Call to the customer service, they divert me to the housekeeping supervisor, after check with the housekeep attendance, the answer from them is …..- Our attendance didn’t pull out any items from your room- Yohhh……..can’t be I throw of the heels myself…can’t be my heels have legs and run away it own! +_+’’
Thinking to get a new shoe but already too late, all the mall here jz close so earlier on Sunday nite. :S
Try imagine…tomorrow I will be – Dress up formally + Sport Shoe = Faint!
Day One Biz-trip at Philippine 24/06/09:
Day one here in Philippine. Me, and another 2 colleagues depart on the 24th of June. While another 3 colleagues already here since pass few days. We are the last batch coming over for the UAT support. 10 days here. Step into this country, grab the luggage, hunting for phone prepaid sim pack then of course hunger for a decent dinner. haha. Finally our choice is ‘Outback’.
Colleague decided going for a movie, but I’m tired and always I will fall asleep in the cinema so I decided not to join them. Enjoy lonely time and have some time to blog. Something bad is the internet connection here is so expensive. Can’t go msn really kills me. What’s more I can do? ---SLEEP! Good night Philippine.
Day Two Biz-trip at Philippine 25/06/09:
Day 2 in Philippine. Last night, already meet up with the colleagues that already reach here since last few days. We all meet at 8.15am at the lobby. As usual I will be the earliest one waiting there. J
First day here for work, manager bring us around to get to know all user here ( so user can bother us :P better cause already get to know us). Still nothing much to be busy as user jz start setup for their UAT test environment. Whats more to kill me when their internet is restricted for all Online Chat! What a killing one :S. ( but make me appreciate and love my company more ! cause all is allow. Haha.)
Lunch time we all have nice Philippine food, but too bad is too full to have dessert, anyway is fine, because have another 8days here to try all food here. haha. When dinner time we enjoy for a nice bbq at Japanese restaurant. Cool ! I just love playing bbq, even I dun take all beef that they order, but they did order me nice vegetable and some chicken as well as port meat to bbq. Nice one!! Since can claim from company, we all happily eating. hihi. Total bill is 6250 dollar?? Of course not …hihi…jz 6520 Peso!! Around 200 Singapore dollar. Decent dinner overall!!
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Feeling a bit bit blue.....feeling to blog a bit bit here......feeling that life just like that......My mind is blank now......dunno what a bit bit more that i can drop here....Listening a song....a bit bit loud.....
Another 2 weeks back home sweet home again...time for nice buffet with family for earlier mother's day celebration. finally got a chance go to the famous jogoya restaurant....hooray....!! Waiting for the fun again....... :)
The scene outside the window - The Sun is hot.....the street is crowded.....people are rushing.....but im lost.....
就让忙带走篮........
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10th.April.2009.Sick.
Still Feeling sick,navel still feel unwell, walking still like turtle that slow.FRUSTRATED!!
When only can fully recoverd.No more patience for it! Planning back to sg by tomorow Sunday. But now have to extend till wednesday. Really hope by wednesday i already recover. i know its really takes time to recover. Anyway im just worry. What to do....i can only patiently wait wait n wait till it recover. :S
Hardly to have so many days at home sweet home, but i wish is a healthy long vacation rather then i jz cant anything more due to sickness. Frustrated !
Huh.....What to do....Pray Hard to get well soon.............
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朋友总是说我中文很烂 我偏要在这里写中文。。。肚子还是疼。。。感觉浑身不舒服。。。怎么办。。。这里的医生真的不行。。。简单的诊断也做不好。。。
生病也好。。。所有的注意力都在这小毛病上。。。没有多余的时间在意别的事情。。。工作开始忙忙忙。。。不知从何下手。。。
新加坡的日子总让我不知所措。。。是因为有太多的时间还是玩得太多而忘了考虑该做的事情。。。。是时候想想下一步该怎么走。。。。。
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24 march.After lunch.
Blur mode.Forget ask for chili. Tasteless Food. Walk in the Rain. My brain seem like not mine. My soul travel somewhere else. How am i going to meeting later. Surely falling asleep there.
Drinking ribena.Chating thru Web Msn.Blogging at the same time. Not too bad though. I suppose it can be more perfect for this afternoon.
Lost somewhere....searching the right path ..... ^@^
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我也不想这样 [ 怎么办.....哭又不是....笑又不是....撞墙算了....]
Sometime i really wonder, wonder for my life…wonder for my work….everything around me seems to be so strange to me now. I cant figure out what I suppose to do first or what I should priorities for life. Meet with everyone nowadays they will just keep nagging me for the same thing – get a bf!! - =_+’’ Should I priorities that first? But what I think is all by FATE. Nothing to be please when it is not belongs to you.
Everyone keep tells me not to play so much. Am I really that playful? Haihhh…beside being playful I really don’t know how should I present myself to others. Life goes on…..what to do……….
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Wednesday.18 of March.
Wednesday morning. A tired day. Why ? this is due to yesterday chat too long with buddy and end up back home late. A sleepless night. Yawning :S Work load more and more, but don’t know which to start first better. Hundred of test cases ? or the Strategy plan ? Headache I suppose, but better then nothing much n surfing whole day for nothing. But no one will ever believe I’m busy.haha. Anyway, believe or not already not important as in the word of “be-lie-ve” it hiding a “lie” in between as well.
I’m getting frustrated and annoying fast these days, even have a blank mind and stunt there for nothing.
In the Mist of Confusion. When illusion is faded away, it will be just like Rainbow after the Rain. I believe I’m heading towards Rainbow now.
Think for a thousand times. Imagine for a million times. But it will never be True for once.
Imploring in Dream. Adjuring in Fantasy. It only cause the Aching Heart in Real.
A guessing still or just pretending from the truth ? I’m tired to keep wondering in a pool of doubt........
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12 of March. Morning.
This few weekends really dramatic enough for me. Last 2 weekends saw an accident, the motorcycle and the motorcyclist fly to 2 direction after knock by a car. But luckily the car just break in time and the person jump up fast n run to the side of the road. What a shock scene!
While last weekend, just thinking to have a coffee with friends at vivo toast box. But end up saw a fighting scene. 10-15 of youngster age between 13-15 fighting there. My goodness, one of them even get the heavy wooden chair from the toast box and just slam to the other one. Gosh, bleeding immediately, but the teenage still can stand aside and continue for the fighting show. He already feeling numb I suppose. Huh. Last 2 days, my hair just get dirty cause of the soil from the tree when lunch time. I have to rush back home to take a bath and run back to the office again later. Duh. What a dramatic days for me this few weeks.
Anyway, all those incidents become my story to crap around with friends. Haha.
Yesterday got a chance to catch up with my Australia best buddy. Conversation involve just cause me drown in memories. Or may be should say drown in a pool of doubt again. But again I know, no matter is memory or doubt, it will be just like that….
Suddenly this song pops up in my mind….haha….why this song? cause yesterday when i was going to buy something, the uncle beside me sang this song....and he was carrying his son.haha.so cute sing this song to his baby boy. ^&^. Life always just like tht.....enjoy it!!
一天一点爱恋 -梁朝伟
如果有一天 世界已改变当沧海都已成桑田
你还会不会在我的身边 陪着我渡过长夜
如果有一天 时光都走远岁月改变青春的脸
你还会不会在我的身边 细数昨日的缠绵
一天一点爱恋 一夜一点思念
我们不再相信谎言
不再需要蜜语甜言
一天一点爱恋 一夜一点思念
给我一句真的誓言 让我可以期待永远
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Life Goes On Still .26 of Feb. Office.
Early morning awake from bed. Feeling much better compare to last night. Yesterday was just a mess day for me. Early morning my PM talk to me about the recent project. Afternoon my senior that troublesome enough come to me and tease me here. Unknown feeling attack as not sure what’s going happen for my task. I know I have to do a preparation for everything.
Yesterday was not my day. Every little things just goes wrong. Every little things just go opposite my way.
1. Thinking to go gym – end up friends need to work for OT.
2. Thinking to shop at Minitoons for some gift purpose – end up the branch at marina square Close down. Argh…
3. Decide to have a short walk to ease my woes at Esplanade – end up drizzling and have to seek for shelter at the library
4. Due to all stress and unanswerable question that I have in mind, cause me forget about my dinner, after feeling gastric only I realize …oopss..my dinner!
5. Feeling sick and tired, I already dun mind to catch a cab to back home straight, first cab stop – long Q ( expected an hour waiting) so I run away to the second one. Manage to get a cab in few min – but the driver tell me sorry im in rush to woodlands n ask me wait for another one ! grrrr….FINE !! Im still patiently walk to the 3rd taxi stop – Long Q also….argh! I give up..still MRT best for me.
6. Finally reach home, after bath preparing to have early rest, but my landlord Smoke the house with ‘kemenyan’ duh….what a jokes!! I was thought of fire happening or my air-con going wrong….once I open my room door – oh gosh… ( feeling to say can I jz faint away…)
Fine fine and fine.I urge myself to calm down. A dramatic day just happen once in a blue moon. Just be cool!! Since need some ventilation, I jz open my window. Go online and chat with a friends, she show me a blog. Is about a young guy age 29 tht undergo all cancer surgery story. It really remind me about all I have in life, it remind me to cherish all I have.
People always say: ”life is jz unfair.” For me, life cant judge by fair or unfair, but how you value it with all you have. Human tends to chasing for something that don’t have and never get a time to stop and look back what they already have in hand. We should cherish and hold tight for everything we have.
** After reading the blog, few words come to my mind –
Thursday morning, suddenly feel that the world is so big and I’m jz so small. The woes here were jz seem nothing to the other part of the world. 365 days full of mystery But my love to you will never jz a fantasy but a destiny for you and me.
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Thursday, 19th Feb 2009. Early Morning.
In a Confused and Confusing mode. Cant have a clear mind to have a clear view. Cant get any further verification? Yes i suppose. and Why ? Worry for a lost i suppose. Perhaps im too shy to ask and too proud to lose.
What's more i can do beside keep this grey area remaining still. A buddy said it will only cause tired for all. Emmm...i agree...but nothing much can be done. No one prefers in confused or confusing mode, but it just happen anyway.
** When the mist fade away....it brings the answer..... =)
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Today 7 of Feb, Sunny Day, alone at the Pacific Coffee for my favourite drinks - Latte
Order a Latte, the waiter ask whether with sugar syrup, No, of course. Prefer to have the original taste for the coffee. It taste bitter, but feel good with it. Just like life, Never be Easy but Enjoy it !~
Enjoying the time to be alone while waiting for friends. Steal a bit time to drops some nonsense here. Meeting up a friends last nite. Crapping all about recession. Feeling numb for all...may be i just live in my own fantasy ? anyway i do know whats happening in this cruel world. but whats to worry as life still go on n have to enjoy it.
Same old question that everyone do keep asking me. Still single? why so choosy mate? emmm....i wonder for those question....did i? haha. Job getting more fun as colleague getting along better. If Job busy n OT i will still pull my long face, ^@^ hihi. i should feel bless as now everywhere retrenchment and pay cut. im the lucky one? i suppose !
Cny over soon. A brand new year start. A brand new me going on my life journey with all my positive energy. Will this bring me luck this year ? i wish of course! Strolling....strolling for the day.......rock on....~!
When things cant change - Adapt It !
When things cant forget - Admit It !
The first day of work...2/2/2009
After a long break for cny, and back again to the reality country – Singapore. Mess feelings I have to cause me awake for whole night long. What I should do ? I really dunno and I have no answer. Whole night long with all nonsense in mind. something that already throw away but I suppose it still in recycle bin I suppose and somehow it accidentally recovered back. Argh…all this un-used recovered trash cause memory overflow. All I wish is all this wont cause any heart-disk crash at last. Haha. What a jokes!
For this long break, everyone nagging for me for the same thing. Emmm….sinking deep into my memories. Get to meet a friend coincidently in a shopping mall, get in touch with some friends as well. But all the conversation, all the topic cause me sinking sinking and sinking again….floating floating and floating as well.
Overall the long break beside fun still fun enough. Enjoy the reunion, appreciate all the time at home sweet home as well.
Memories always give u the illusion,
Memories always give u the fantasy,
Memories always blinded your heart and mind.
But it just precious and hardly to let go…….
The year of 2009…the year of Ox the year for me to strive for my dream …. =)
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19th January Monday_Mood ::: Monday Blue Monday Blur
Quite sometime i didnt drops any words here.cause im thinking to cancel of this blog. i was just thinking what for im writing for this.
Accidentally get to read a colleague blog and suddenly feel that....when there is place for me to say all in mind actually is something tht really feels good. At least when im thinking to cry....or when im angry and there is a place for me stay........which is here.......
A busy day for me.....a colleague tell me something tht don't need to prepare last week but now she change her mind and just send me unrelated info as well as want me to get it done in 2 days. Is that possilbe....? i wonder....all i can do is i try my best.....
this week is a busy week...today suppose to go gym but end up a senior request n i hav to sacrifice my gym time. tomorow hav to meet up with a fren tht back for short holiday from australia.wed should be meet up with my best buddy here to hav fun time n thursday should be time for a fren ....a fren that that ever left foot prints in heart.....and friday is time to back to my home sweet home -KL.
Chinese New Year jz around the corner.....happy festive time again.....play play n play........
原来还有个角落能让我唠唠叨叨还真幸福。。。。。 :)
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